The whole
family went along for the Jemez Mountain Trail Run, making a long Memorial Day trip out of it to
Los Alamos and Santa Fe. We arrived at
packet pick-up/dinner just as the second race briefing was getting started, and
it appeared that the information was the same as on the website. There weren’t too many runners about and I
didn’t see a single familiar face.
I kept
checking the weather up until late Friday night and it seemed pretty certain
that we’d be getting wet at some point.
The forecast was for mid to upper 50’s and a 30-50% chance of
precipitation during the entire day – seemed like pretty typical spring/summer
weather in the mountains, except that the chance of precipitation ran all
through the night and morning. With that
in mind, I threw my $0.99 poncho into the rear pocket of my shorts and also
decided to throw a long-sleeve shirt into my main drop bag.
photo by David Silva |
I didn’t
want to wake the whole family for the 5:00 AM start, so I hitched a ride with
Rachel StClaire and Katrin and David Silva.
We got there in plenty of time and hung around for a while, waiting for
the start. The temperature was in the
low 50’s as the cloud cover had kept things moderate and I could feel the high
humidity, but no precipitation. I looked
around for Anton Krupicka at the start, but never caught a glimpse. I knew I would have no chance to see him
after we started. I can’t even sprint as
fast as this guy runs ultras.
photo by David Silva |
For some
reason, I decided to keep my long-sleeve shirt on at the start, which turned
out to be a bit of an annoyance as I quickly began to sweat, even at a moderate
pace. I stayed with Katrin for the first
couple of miles, but then dropped back as I wanted to save myself for the big
climbs. There were lots of other runners
around at this point, though everyone seemed more serious and quiet than at
most other races. Then, a few of miles
in, I developed a nose bleed. I wasn’t
too worried about it, but the blood certainly stood out on my white
gloves. I just hoped it wasn’t smeared
all over my face. It was too early for
any unearned pity.
With the
5:00 AM start, we all used headlamps in the darkness. At the first aid station, I tossed mine off,
along with my shirt. It was mild enough
that I wasn’t worried about the potential rain.
I then settled into a good, comfortable pace, as runners around me
traded positions back and forth. By mile
7 I started to slowly, yet consistently pass other runners. It was a bit early into a 50 miler, but I
wasn’t chasing anyone down, they were just starting to pay the price for
opening out too fast. As we kept
steadily climbing, the runners got more and more stretched out. Nearing the base of Pajarito, no one else was
in sight, but as the climb started, I could see other runners off in the
distance. Feeling good, I continued to
slowly reel them in and no one was passing me!
That is, until just after 3 hours in, I heard some heavy breathing
closing in behind me. How could this
be? As he flew by, I realized that this
was a 50K runner, and a fast one at that, since he had started 1 hour
later. Further up the climb, one more
50Ker zipped by.
The climb
consisted of a nice single-track trail with a number of switch-backs to ease
the grade. I consciously tried to stay
on my own pace, yet was able to run quite a bit. The sun burned off the last of the morning
clouds and the moisture off the surrounding lush vegetation, making the air
downright humid. Nearing the top, I saw
Katrin up ahead. This was even better
motivation than all the other runners I had passed. I stayed on pace, and finally caught up to
her right before the summit. She quickly
deflated my ego as she informed me that she was having some issues with her
quad. And here I thought that maybe I
was finally becoming a faster runner than her.
A few of us
were running together now as we headed down the steep ski slopes, while trying
not to completely trash our quads so early in the race. We eventually turned off into the woods along
the slopes and onto some nice single-track.
These trails are be used by mountain bikers, and at one point, we came
upon a wooden ramp going up and over a downed tree. The runner in front went up the ramp, took
one step on the down ramp and instantly landed on his side. Katrin and I were smart enough to avoid the
ramp and stopped to check on the fallen runner.
I thought he had dislocated his shoulder but he quickly got up, was able
to move it freely, and was running again within a couple of seconds.
We made our
way down to the Ski Lodge AS where our numbers were yelled ahead by spotters so
that other helpful volunteers could pull our drop bags for us. Awesome service! I downed a can of cola and refilled my
bottles as my volunteer valet sprayed me down with sunscreen. I felt like I got out of there pretty fast,
but Katrin is always quicker through the stations and I lost her again.
From Ski
Lodge, we ran down a bit on service roads and then started climbing again. Once we got back onto single track and an
open field, I could see Katrin up ahead with a few minutes lead. I ran right past the Pipeline AS, as it was
so close to Ski Lodge and made the left turn towards the caldera. The first few hundred feet were extremely
steep and loose. I was basically doing
kick-turns, skiing down, more than running.
One gal had stopped completely and was watching a couple of us
maneuvering down, trying to figure out the safest route. There was none. I was probably one of the lucky few who
didn’t end up on my butt.
Once down
this section, I finally caught back up to Katrin and we ran together for a
while along the gravel road through the caldera. At 9 min/mile, it felt like she was pushing
the pace, and almost dropped me. I
actually made it through the AS faster than Katrin for once and had the luxury
of cruising for a few hundred yards to let her catch up.
Enjoying the
panoramic views (much like the poster we got with our packets), we almost
missed the left turn off the road and onto a narrow trail through the
grasses. The trail soon petered out as
we started ascending up towards the saddle and the second big climb of the
day. The climb was straight up the
slope, off trail, but well flagged.
Walking was a welcomed relief after Katrin’s “sprint” across the
caldera. I was feeling strong, passed a
couple of runners and even started to pull away from Katrin, whose quad was
giving her issues on the climbs.
As I crested
the top of the saddle, I closed in on another runner, Erin Phelps. Since I was making ground on her climbing,
and consider myself a good downhiller, I figured it wouldn’t take long for me
to pass her by. Boy was I wrong. She was flying on the downhill at a sub 9 min
pace (that’s pretty fast after having just run a marathon with two major
climbs). As the single-track trail wound
its way down through valley, the cool shade of the trees opened up to hot
sun. Fatigue, heat, and a cautious
effort slowed me down a bit on the small climbs and I lost sight of Erin for a
while. I caught her at the Pajarito AS
and after a quick re-supply, we took off together. I stayed within sight of her for a couple of
miles as we climbed another valley, above a small, flowing brook. There were a couple of rock climbers playing on
some large boulders down below, and they gazed up at us passing runners with a
look of combined disbelief and pity.
I just
couldn’t match Erin’s pace on this climb and soon she disappeared in the
distance. As I hit the trail junction
and started the climb up Pajarito for the second time, the skies clouded
over. What a welcomed relief. Even with the relatively cool temperatures,
the sun made it feel way too warm for my liking. I was looking forward to the invigorating coolness,
but soon enough, I could hear rumbling in the distance. As I climbed out of the valley and into the
burn zone, the views opened up and I could see that the darkest clouds were
down to the south, but having spent enough time in the mountains, I was well
aware that I couldn’t see past the ridgeline to the north. I wasn’t at all concerned. This was pretty much right on the money with
the forecast. I figured that even if a
storm cell came over me, there were enough standing dead trees not to worry too
much about getting struck by lightning, and once I hit the top, I would be
speeding my way down to the finish.
It was a
somewhat lonely climb up Pajarito this time, as Erin had long dropped me and
there were no other runners around. I
was moving a bit slower than the first time up, but still not too bad. I could feel intermittent drops of rain and
within about a mile of the top, they started coming down consistently. At this time, I also passed my first 50K
runner, giving me a bit of a boost, both from passing and from seeing another
person. At half mile from the top, I hooked
up with another 50 mile runner, right as the precipitation turned briefly to
hail, and then to snow. I kept debating
on whether I should pull out the emergency $0.99 poncho, or just man up and
push through. Once over the top, it would
be an easy 15 mile sprint to the finish.
But I also knew that if I got too cold and wet, it would be very difficult
to reverse. When we got up to the first
part of the ski area, I finally gave in and tore out the poncho. With only a mild wind at this time, I quickly
realized that you get what you pay for. Even
once I was able to peel it apart and find the openings, my cheap poncho was
difficult to manage. As with all
ponchos, the body was way too big, flopping and blowing around quite a bit, and
the hood was not exactly a tailored fit either.
It would either slip down over my face so that I couldn’t see beyond my
own feet, or blow back to where my head was exposed. The wet snow falling on my head was
refreshing, until it dissolved all the accumulated salt and started dripping
into my eyes – ouch! Every couple of
minutes, I had to stop and wipe my stinging eyes.
The flakes
were getting bigger and more consistent as we made it past the bench at the
top. We were over the top! I was ready for some speed now. But, as usual, I got a harsh reality
check. I passed a couple of more 50Kers
on the short service-road section down before we got onto the double black
diamond slopes. Guess what happens when
a steep, grass covered ski slope gets a dusting of wet snow on it. It’s a miracle that I stayed upright. I could see runners below me, gingerly taking
one small step at a time. I was doing a
combination of skiing and running with micro-steps, though at a much slower
pace than the first descent. And once I
got into the trees, there were slick tree roots to watch for, all while trying
to manage my stupid poncho.
I finally
made it down to the Ski Lodge AS. I
threw back my hood and reveled in the cheers from the volunteers. I think most were surprised to see a
shirtless runner under a clear poncho having such a good time in the muck. As I got on the deck and asked for my drop
bag, Brenda and the girls appeared out of the lodge. What an awesome surprise! I hadn’t expected them to meet me anywhere on
the course, but I had left my marked-up map in the hotel room, with my
estimated times on it and she took matters into her own hands and came up. It was a huge motivational lift, though I
couldn’t spend much time with them. I
was still in race mode, and I also knew that every second of not running was
dropping my body temperature.
Brenda
helped get stuff out of my drop bag, filled my bottle, and even offered me the
clothes and hat that she was wearing, but I declined. I did, after some quick deliberation, decide
to throw on a long sleeve running shirt that I had in the drop bag. I hesitated because I honestly thought things
were going to get steadily better. There
was not as much snow at the lodge as there was up on top, and though I knew
there was a little climbing to the Pipeline AS, I didn’t remember it being very
much. I figured I would be quickly
descending out of the cold snow, through a bit of drizzle, and on to the
finish. 14 miles seemed like such a
short sprint. I was even thinking I
could do it in under 2 hours and come close to my 10:30 goal.
I downed a
full can of cola and said a quick goodbye to Brenda and the girls. I carefully made my way across the wooden
deck, which was now becoming quite slick, and plopped down onto the muddy service
road. My shoes were already wet, but
they now got thoroughly soaked. I was keeping
a decent pace, as I tend to run faster in the cold, and was additionally
spurred on by the threat of hypothermia.
The snow was
not letting up as I had hoped. It was
actually coming down much heavier and the wind was now blowing harder. I had a choice of running through the couple
of inches of slushy water in the narrow trail, or the wet snow on the grassy
sides. I did a bit of both, and though I
could feel my feet sloshing around in my shoes, they didn’t get cold. I wish that I could say the same for my
hands. I had on my $0.99 disposable,
cotton gloves, which are perfect for those brisk, early morning starts. They are definitely not suited to long
periods of, cold, wet running, especially for someone with poor hand
circulation like me. I kept the hands
tucked in under the poncho, but that wasn’t enough to keep them warm or
dry. I tried to tuck the bottles under
my armpits so that I could warm my hands a bit, but somehow, my arms were
getting wetter and colder. By the time I
figured out that one of the bottle tops was not screwed on properly, any
remaining dry portions of my shirt were long gone. On the open-field climb up towards Pipeline,
the snow was building up and the wind getting worse. It was now a full on blizzard. As I passed a runner in a tee shirt, with no
gloves, I could offer nothing but encouraging words. At least he looked young and tough. Norman was 29 and passed me later on, beating
me by 12 minutes.
I ran right
past the Pipeline AS, without even stopping and the volunteers yelled after me
to get my bib number. As I ran on up the
hill, I saw Erin again, leaving the AS with a cup in her hand. It gave me a bit of a boost to know that I
had caught up to her, but as we trudged up the road, the weather kept
deteriorating – more snow and more cold wind.
I kept fumbling with my bottles and poncho and eventually Erin passed
me. We were periodically passing 50K
runners, but they were much slower and I didn’t want to be out there all alone
in those conditions, so I pushed myself to keep close to Erin. Once we topped out and started contouring the
ridge, she really picked up the pace. It
felt like we were flying, though looking at the splits on my Garmin, we were
only running 10 to 12 minute miles. I
was keenly aware that in these conditions, a simple slip on the slick trail, or
a missed turn would have spelled disaster.
I was literally running for my life!
My stupid
poncho was really a chore to manage in the wind and though it probably saved my
race (and my life), it also cost me at least 15 minutes and lots of
frustration. I stayed on Erin’s tail
until we passed the next aid station.
The volunteers were huddled in a tent and I only made a quick stop to
ask them to fix one of my bottles. The
bottom strap had slipped off and I had been gripping it with my frozen hands
for the last few miles. By this point,
the wind was dying down, the snow had changed over to drizzle, and the
temperature was slowly climbing. The
weather was finally improving! Unfortunately,
I had not eaten anything for quite a while and had drunk very little. With the adrenaline easing back, so was my
pace and just as Erin was disappearing into the distance, Norman, the young,
gloveless runner that I had previous passed came flying by. He had survived and recovered marvelously and
it was now his turn to throw some encouraging words my way.
At this
point, I was able to finally take off the aggravating poncho, yet started to
feel an unpleasant stinging on my chest.
That wet shirt, which kept me from getting hypothermic for the past
couple of hours, had done a number on my nipples – ouch! Just what I needed. These last 5 miles were tough for me. Though the weather was now perfect and the
course mostly downhill, I was working hard, running slow, and couldn’t wait to
cross the line. The scenery was stunning
and even though this section of the trail was slick with sloppy clay mud, being
able to look around made it enjoyable.
The mountains behind were now out of the clouds and covered in
white. The steep walls of the
surrounding valleys were highlighted by rays of sunlight. Absolutely beautiful!
Based on
comments from previous AS volunteers, I was expecting the course to be a bit
long. What a pleasant and unexpected surprise
when I came up on a sign that read “1 mile to go!” What a cruel joke! The sign was apparently referring to the Last
Chance AS, not the coveted finish line.
I hope the comment I made to the volunteers about false advertising came
across with the intended humor. They
certainly redeemed themselves with the hash browns and chunks of burrito they
offered me. They also told me that the
race had been shut down due to the weather and I was the last 50 miler. That was somewhat a relief as I had been
worried about friends and other runners further back. Conditions were downright dangerous.
I threw my
shirt, poncho and gloves into the trash and headed down the trail towards the
finish. I passed a few more 50Kers and
came to the final climb – a couple of hundred feet up a steep, narrow, 3’ deep swale
that had been worn into the rocks. I
popped out onto the road and mustered up enough energy to run through the
finish chute.
I stumbled
into the Posse Shack at the finish so I could grab a shirt before my body
totally shut down and started to shiver.
I found David and Katrin Silva and Rachel StClaire sitting around,
exchanging stories of the crazy day.
David had run the 50K and took every opportunity to happily rub in the
fact that he and I were the only two of the group to actually finish the race
as Katrin and Rachel been pulled off the course. I was quite thrilled with my first ever DFL
(dead f’n last). For the 50 miler (53.25
miles by my Garmin), 210 had registered, 174 toed the start line, and I was the
20th (and last) to cross the finish line, despite being ranked 66th
by Ultra Signup. What an adventure!
Garmin file
Garmin file